Post by Rorie Byrne on Jul 17, 2014 0:27:04 GMT
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New place, new faces, and nothing new to look forward to.
He wasn’t even really sure why his mom had thought packing up and moving across the country would be a good idea. Nothing would change. People were all the same and there was absolutely nothing she could do about it. She’d tried to tell him it was just because they had known him since he was a baby. She had tried to tell him that this was a fresh start where he could make new impressions and maybe get a better chance at whatever future he hoped to have. She had tried. But what if he didn’t know what future he hoped to have? What if he didn’t care? What if he just wanted to sit and be angry at the world for being the way it was for as long as he could remember, and no matter how many new faces showed up, no matter how many times they moved, he wasn’t going to change his mind? What then?
It did give him a bit of an excuse, though. He could paint a new face for the world to hate, one that he’d like, at least. He’d always wanted to dye his hair and just hadn’t been able to get his hands on any color dyes that he’d wanted. They were all browns and blondes and brunettes, which were all boring. If he was going to get in trouble for dying his hair, he wanted a real color. One that, when he was confronted with “Did you dye your hair,” he could respond with, “Hell yeah I did!”
Orange? No, too Halloween-y. Red? Too Valentine’s day. Pink made him think of the dreaded holiday, too. Purple? Eh, maybe. Green? Never in a million years. Neon yellow? Hell no. But blue? Yes. Hell yes. He was going to dye his hair blue…. But how? He couldn’t go home and dye it, his mother would be there. She was currently at home searching for new jobs in the area and whatever else she did on the computer all day. And he didn’t have any friends whose houses he could go over to… But he was determined nonetheless.
He made his way to one of the many mall bathrooms, setting his backpack down in a dry corner. This wasn’t one of the most sanitary of places, but it had what he needed: running water and something to dry his hair with. For a good five minutes he stood at the sink, staring into the mirror. He visualized his long black hair turning blue, starting from the roots and washing down to the tip. He’d picked out a color he thought would match his eyes wonderfully. Yes, this was what he wanted, and he simply didn’t have many options. His new start was going to kick off with a new hair color, and he needed to commit to this. He couldn’t cut out halfway if he started…
Another minute passed as he looked in the mirror. The stubborn face stared back at him. He couldn’t walk out now, not when he was so close to what he wanted. If he chickened out now, society would win, and he would lose. And with that, he turned out the water in the sink, washing it first as best he could with the hand soap that was provided. Next he had to rinse the soap down the drain, causing some water to splash over onto the counter, narrowly avoiding his shirt. Once he’d dried off the counters, he took one final glance in the mirror. Yep, the look was still stubborn. This was a thing that was happening.
Rorie went over to his backpack and pulled out an old t-shirt he didn’t care for and slipped into a stall to change shirts (as he didn’t really feel like risking his ‘good one’.) He’d heard the rumor about how hair turned green if one dyed it blue without dying it blonde first, so he had to get that out of the way. Bleach in place, he hid out in the stall to let it sit, with only his phone as something to pass the time. Needless to say, it sucked. Hard floor, hard walls, having to be really careful to avoid stretching his legs under the ‘wall’ dividing his stall from the other one with the toilet surrounded by a mysterious liquid he didn’t even want to touch with a ten foot pole… (He was certain it was urine, but this was the guys’ bathroom; isn’t that was the urinal was for?) Having to pause his game so that the strangers walking into the bathroom wouldn’t be aware of his presence… Standing, sitting, standing, and sitting again… (The tank of the toilet was starting to be a welcoming chair.) And worst of all, knowing he was only going to have to do this again when he put the blue dye in…
After knocking his phone battery down to sixty-four percent, (it was only so high because of how often he had to pause the game and lock his phone), it was out of the stall and back to the sink. He glanced at the external door that lead back out into the mall, only slightly irritated that it didn’t have its own lock like the stores in his hometown. Oh well, it wasn’t the weirdest thing to walk in on a guy washing the bleach out of his hair, was it? Hopefully he wouldn’t be reported before he could finish drying his hair at least. And it was only after all the time spent using the hand drying machines to dry his hair that he wished he could’ve taken the hairdryer with him. Unfortunately he was undoubtedly aware that his mother would notice the bathroom outlet was unoccupied, something that had never been ever since he his mother started drying her hair, (which was before he was born).
This is taking forever! At least he’d gotten there early. But god he was starving now.
Then it was putting the blue dye in, locking himself in the last stall once more, and waiting out the time on his phone, now remembering to set it to ‘airplane mode’ and save the battery a little bit. When the time was up, he got up again to wash and dry his hair once more, and slip back into his good shirt. Before leaving the restroom, he took his old shirt (now wet and dyed blue in places) and wrapped it in toilet paper before sticking back in his bag.
Rorie looked at the mirror once more and combed his fingers through his hair. The blue matched his eyes, just as he figured it would. With a stomach growl, he exited the bathroom and headed to the food court. If people looked, he didn’t care. He was starving. After getting something to eat and drink, he found an empty table to sit at, set his two nachos and large Coke out to enjoy, and relished in the feel of an actual chair. Since when was a plastic seat so comfy?
He wasn’t even really sure why his mom had thought packing up and moving across the country would be a good idea. Nothing would change. People were all the same and there was absolutely nothing she could do about it. She’d tried to tell him it was just because they had known him since he was a baby. She had tried to tell him that this was a fresh start where he could make new impressions and maybe get a better chance at whatever future he hoped to have. She had tried. But what if he didn’t know what future he hoped to have? What if he didn’t care? What if he just wanted to sit and be angry at the world for being the way it was for as long as he could remember, and no matter how many new faces showed up, no matter how many times they moved, he wasn’t going to change his mind? What then?
It did give him a bit of an excuse, though. He could paint a new face for the world to hate, one that he’d like, at least. He’d always wanted to dye his hair and just hadn’t been able to get his hands on any color dyes that he’d wanted. They were all browns and blondes and brunettes, which were all boring. If he was going to get in trouble for dying his hair, he wanted a real color. One that, when he was confronted with “Did you dye your hair,” he could respond with, “Hell yeah I did!”
Orange? No, too Halloween-y. Red? Too Valentine’s day. Pink made him think of the dreaded holiday, too. Purple? Eh, maybe. Green? Never in a million years. Neon yellow? Hell no. But blue? Yes. Hell yes. He was going to dye his hair blue…. But how? He couldn’t go home and dye it, his mother would be there. She was currently at home searching for new jobs in the area and whatever else she did on the computer all day. And he didn’t have any friends whose houses he could go over to… But he was determined nonetheless.
He made his way to one of the many mall bathrooms, setting his backpack down in a dry corner. This wasn’t one of the most sanitary of places, but it had what he needed: running water and something to dry his hair with. For a good five minutes he stood at the sink, staring into the mirror. He visualized his long black hair turning blue, starting from the roots and washing down to the tip. He’d picked out a color he thought would match his eyes wonderfully. Yes, this was what he wanted, and he simply didn’t have many options. His new start was going to kick off with a new hair color, and he needed to commit to this. He couldn’t cut out halfway if he started…
Another minute passed as he looked in the mirror. The stubborn face stared back at him. He couldn’t walk out now, not when he was so close to what he wanted. If he chickened out now, society would win, and he would lose. And with that, he turned out the water in the sink, washing it first as best he could with the hand soap that was provided. Next he had to rinse the soap down the drain, causing some water to splash over onto the counter, narrowly avoiding his shirt. Once he’d dried off the counters, he took one final glance in the mirror. Yep, the look was still stubborn. This was a thing that was happening.
Rorie went over to his backpack and pulled out an old t-shirt he didn’t care for and slipped into a stall to change shirts (as he didn’t really feel like risking his ‘good one’.) He’d heard the rumor about how hair turned green if one dyed it blue without dying it blonde first, so he had to get that out of the way. Bleach in place, he hid out in the stall to let it sit, with only his phone as something to pass the time. Needless to say, it sucked. Hard floor, hard walls, having to be really careful to avoid stretching his legs under the ‘wall’ dividing his stall from the other one with the toilet surrounded by a mysterious liquid he didn’t even want to touch with a ten foot pole… (He was certain it was urine, but this was the guys’ bathroom; isn’t that was the urinal was for?) Having to pause his game so that the strangers walking into the bathroom wouldn’t be aware of his presence… Standing, sitting, standing, and sitting again… (The tank of the toilet was starting to be a welcoming chair.) And worst of all, knowing he was only going to have to do this again when he put the blue dye in…
After knocking his phone battery down to sixty-four percent, (it was only so high because of how often he had to pause the game and lock his phone), it was out of the stall and back to the sink. He glanced at the external door that lead back out into the mall, only slightly irritated that it didn’t have its own lock like the stores in his hometown. Oh well, it wasn’t the weirdest thing to walk in on a guy washing the bleach out of his hair, was it? Hopefully he wouldn’t be reported before he could finish drying his hair at least. And it was only after all the time spent using the hand drying machines to dry his hair that he wished he could’ve taken the hairdryer with him. Unfortunately he was undoubtedly aware that his mother would notice the bathroom outlet was unoccupied, something that had never been ever since he his mother started drying her hair, (which was before he was born).
This is taking forever! At least he’d gotten there early. But god he was starving now.
Then it was putting the blue dye in, locking himself in the last stall once more, and waiting out the time on his phone, now remembering to set it to ‘airplane mode’ and save the battery a little bit. When the time was up, he got up again to wash and dry his hair once more, and slip back into his good shirt. Before leaving the restroom, he took his old shirt (now wet and dyed blue in places) and wrapped it in toilet paper before sticking back in his bag.
Rorie looked at the mirror once more and combed his fingers through his hair. The blue matched his eyes, just as he figured it would. With a stomach growl, he exited the bathroom and headed to the food court. If people looked, he didn’t care. He was starving. After getting something to eat and drink, he found an empty table to sit at, set his two nachos and large Coke out to enjoy, and relished in the feel of an actual chair. Since when was a plastic seat so comfy?